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ooc; good morning from your neighborhood ghost, i woke up thinking about the swiss explosion and now my rotted brain wants to plot
#ooc ➠ mun speaks#just been thinkin#about all of the interactions leading up to it/post rialto#got me… feeling some type of way#the tension there is eatable#god the regret from it all#it’s all hatred#so much anger and CONFUSION#anyways good morning
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I saw a thing about timelines and how your character ages and it got me thinking.
In most verses, Irene rarely makes it to middle age. She’s typically struck down early on when she gets too big for her britches and ends up murdered. Willow usually is next, succumbing to her heart if she hadn’t before Irene’s death. She can typically stick it out until middle age and a bit beyond.
Dustine is the only one who typically manages to make it to old age, usually caring for the next generation and regaling them with stories of their mother and her sister, or if he’s fortunate, grandmother and sister
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Just reflecting on taking time off work for my mental health and how awesome it was
I really hope this makes sense, I’m really tired and I think I’m getting sick but I just wanted to share:
Something valuable I’ve learned this past month is that, sometimes, to make the changes you need to make, you need to step away from other things to do so
If you feel overloaded, you aren’t gonna be able to make any meaningful changes, and you aren’t gonna be able to do what you need to do to take care of yourself
And sometimes, taking that step back you need to isn’t viable. I understand that completely. And it’s awful that that’s the case for so many people, and I recognize the fact that I was able to do so for myself is a privilege
My heart rate went from normal to 230–240 bpm out of nowhere in early November— it started as I was settling down for bed. And it went for an hour straight. My body was DEMANDING that I slow down, because something had to give, and I couldn’t let it be me (and yes, I’ve spoken with my dr about it and we aren’t quite sure what it is, though he suspects PSVT iirc. This isn’t the first time something like that has happened to me, but it’s the first time it’s ever happened so long, usually it’s a few minutes tops)
I felt like I was at the end of my rope. So, I asked my dr to sign a note for stress leave from work. And I followed up with him every 2 weeks after that. And you know what? It was exactly what I needed
What I did, is I stepped back, and just focused on what I needed to do, but not let it envelop me— in this case, it was getting through the rest of the semester. But I also allowed myself time to breathe, to relax, to not think or worry about anything. And, funny enough, that’s what helped me change the most!
Like, I haven’t been good at dental hygiene for pretty much my whole life, certainly my whole adult life. A lot of people struggling with any number of mental illnesses get it. But while I was on this break, I was like, you know what? Let’s try using my mouthwash before I go in the shower, because I’m not supposed to eat or drink for 30 mins after I use it. I’m always hesitant to use it any time except for before work because of that fact. But I’m not gonna be eating or drinking in the shower, so it’s the perfect time! And, hell, I’ve got time to, why not brush my teeth while I’m at it? And now, I’m back to work, and… I’ve been brushing my teeth consistently? And it feels amazing? Like, how am I doing this?? Because I took a step back to focus on what I needed! And, hell, even to give myself time to not even THINK about it
Obviously, I have so many other things I need to work on, I know. But this break has shown me that I’m not gonna be able to do what I need to do without that space. And it taught me that, my job… is really awful for my mental and physical health 😭 incredibly stressful, toxic social environment, on my feet all day on a concrete floor doing physical labour, masking, waking up at 3AM for a 5:30 shift, having no time or energy to enjoy my time off after my shift, impossible to uphold a social life because I need to go to bed at like 7, 7:30, and work every Saturday… I was already motivated to leave when I had the chance, and now I’m even more motivated. Noooo, thank you. You can’t pay me enough to spend the rest of my working life there
But anyway, that’s enough bitching. The point is, I needed to take a step back. I’ve needed to for a long time now. And now that I gave myself that time, for a month, I feel better than I have in a long time. Not “fixed,” mind you, but much, much better than before. So if you ever have that opportunity, I implore you: please take it. Life can be so much better than you think
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lichens at the lichen new years party and they say 'heres to another prosperous 0.002 millimeters of growth everyone the sands of time march on!!' and they all absorb passing nutrient dust at the same time
#is this anything. dont know man theyve just been on my mind recently. ive just been thinkin about them#lichens
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hey, trans girl whos looking to be more social! self-deprecation wont make u more relatable and funny i assure you! if you want people to like you, theyll be drawn to the qualities you like about urself! and you dont have to apologise for you presence anymore babe, youre allowed to be here. people will want you around if you want to be around yourself. youve gotta be your own best friend
#not abt anyone on here just been thinkin abt this lately from interactions with ppl at card shops#to open ourselves up to love we must learn to love ourselves first#cherie chitters
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The Dellamortes
#Rook being denied her stupid ass pointy Tevinter mage shoes made her almost leave him at the alter#something something rook you know nothing about fashion leave this to the antivans#but also she would’ve had 0 interest in planning it I know her ass showed up to her own wedding like a modern groom does#just shows up 0 input#the wedding portrait is FINALLYYYY here#when I tell u I redesigned rooks dress 1000 times#I was fighting with making it Tevinter styled because she’s a Mercar rook but then I was like no no she’s marrying into a crow family those#mf’s would GLUE feathers to her if they could#also do love the idea of them both being like do we have to wear white I don’t think anyone is thinkin the god killers r pure pious virgins#of course you have to wear white I SAID SO DAMNIT#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#rookanis#lucanis x rook#datv#rook#lucanis dragon age#rook mercar#rook dragon age#I was tryna keep it ‘humble’ cause chantry but also the antivans….. do not do humble#also I wonder if Rook Mercar saw a woman leading the chant and was like w hat the fuck#cause imperial chantry#also the idea that illario was at the wedding??? I know my rook was PISSSED#also so funny to think lucanis was desperate to leave his own wedding because p arty ugh#I know this is so much yapping but I just have so many feelings about their wedding lol#Vivienne Rook Mercar#well Vivienne Rook DELLAMORTE NOW BOYS AM I RIGHT HAHAHA#I just know lucanis would’ve heard the chantry mother say ‘do you Vivienne take this man’ and he would’ve been like#who the fuck is Vivienne
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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[ID: A traditional pencil comic with digital speech bubbles featuring Jimmy and Anya from Mouthwashing at a club, wearing casual club-going clothes. They're sitting at a bar, both are drunk.
Anya, pointing at his hair, almost touching him: WOOOW Jimmy, you look so COOOOL with your slicked haaaair, you're SO COOOOL~ Jimmy: (burps) thank you, Anya.... Anya: HEEHEE you look so COOOOL with your little chaaaain and your hair heehee~ Jimmy, lifting his glass: thaank you, Anya....
Anya, chin in her hands: You're such a mister COOOOOOOOL guy, Jimmy, hehehahahehe~ Jimmy, squinting at her over his glass: You don't actually mean that, do you, Nurse Anya?
Anya, leaning back, pointing at him: (all caps) Ooooh~ Jimmy-Wimmy busting out the big-boy voice! Jimmy: the WHAT?! Anya walks off, giggling, while Jimmy stands, saying "why I oughtta" and shaking his fist before wobbling in place and falling. The last panel shows him face-down on the floor, surrounded by unconcerned patrons.
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the gang goes to the club and with the power of Drink, anya gets bold and jimmy can't do anything about it. he's gonna forget why he's mad in 5 minutes while she's off giggling about it to daisuke
#fg's art#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#alcohol#alcohol tw#listen i've been to The Club a few times lately and its just enough that it has me thinkin bout blorbos#im almost done playing dressup with them with this concept#just gotta finish the swans lovers#not pictured: jimmy's cigarette he brought as an accessory
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butterfly wing inspired landscapes: blue morpho
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#landscape#butterfly#blue morpho#my art#ive been thinking why is fairy dust magical but the dust around my house isnt and is just a constant source of anger...just thinkin out loud
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Rapunzel type tower situation but the tower is a giant mimic and hunts in the way a pitcher plant does. Yes, fair knight. Climb up this conveniently long hair, follow the sweet smell, pull yourself up and over the window sill and fall in to the far below.
#sicc says#im just thinkin of monsters always#monsters#creature design#but its only description dfsdfgfd#mimic#dnd#dndish#like id love to put this in a game for people to encounter#get digested idiot#pitcher plant#idk what to tag this as lmao#this idea has ALSO#prob been done 100 times before but whatever im just thinkin of plants
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An Well Made Excuse To Post My Specific Headcanons I've Had Since The Show Came Out
#bro fought his way thru those two only to burn the house down#anyway kdsjfsdf#that doodle and that comic werent actually made for eachother#i just wanted an excuse to post my oddly specific sleep headcanon lol#I like to think Uzi is so restless because shes always thinkin abt smth (whether that be stressful or not)#N sleeps like a rock and usually doesn't move; if its just him and Uzi he'll usually curl around her so she can't fall off the bed#V's had the habit since she was a worker#Tessa would always make excuses to have sleepovers w/ her fave drones#and it was usually J's problem of being cuddled to death by a sleeping V#nowadays the only way V gets peaceful sleep is the reassurance that Uzi or N are still there#hence the N dog plush in the comic dsklfjsldkfj#I have more headcanons of this variety (like for J) but i'll stop here#thanks for reading again! you guys really like to point out my tags and it makes me giggle everytime#anyway BYE :]#murder drones#serial designation n#serial designation v#uzi doorman#envuzi#enzi#violentbiscuitbites#< i seriously love that shipname btw. I love MD ship names#i love having been here so long I could tell you who made the og names everyone built off of. I think fandom is good sometimes (sometimes)
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y'all ever start thinking about the imagery associated with ur blorbos and then are accosted with shrimp emotions
#sandflakedrew#trolls floyd#trolls hickory#flickory#not me out here thinkin about Floyd Teardrop/Rain Brozone and Hickory Smoke/Fire Dock#tho brickoppy fans also win because of hickory tree imagery#anyways#thank u for ur patience the madness /will/ take hold again#side note: i've been having way too much fun playin dressup with hickory. man's just fun to put in outfits#dreamworks trolls
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what are you like under that mask, i wonder
(id + in art text in alt- it looks a bit hard to read on mobile my bad)
#great god grove#body horror tw#kind of ? one of my pals said it was body horror esque so that’s just in case#ANYWAYSSSS i have been seeing a lot of art and thoughts about click clack and it’s getting me a-thinkin as well.. i can’t really articulate-#it that well at the current moment because my brain runs on windows vista but idk..#something about editing and writing to make things ‘better’ when it comes to your art makes you wonder how much it’s happening to you#something something how much of the mask is actually you and how much of it is the front you put on and edit to make-#yourself better ? more panderable ?#maybe i’m just thinking too far into this aspect but it’s been sitting in my brain#my art#lee ggg posting
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idk if this is because of just how social media has shifted over the years, but i've come to notice it feels like people don't really talk *with* each other anymore, but more like... *at* each other. and it's kinda sad to see social media feeling so one-sided these days 😓
#social media feels more like a spectacle than otherwise#i was also talking w a friend the other day abt how ppl don't rly send asks that much anymore either :'(#my gamer theory is that i think 'ask box culture' or w/e died w the end of t*mblr's era LOL#not that tw*tter doesn't have equivalents but bc there are often 3rd party websites but i think ppl aren't rly used to it#just been thinkin abt it lately LMAO#tbd maybe
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If I knew anything about the general gist of how to make something sound like a scientific paper published in a journal, I'd love to write a story that's told through a series of scientific papers published back and forth between Ford Pines and Professor Membrane that get progressively more and more heated. Ford, of course, is trying to get the scientific community to accept the existence of the paranormal. Prof. Membrane is hell bent on getting this lunatic's ravings not only banned from future publications, but also retroactively removed from all the journals they've been published in so far
#godsrambles#gods fic ideas#im sure this concept has been cobsidered before#im just thinkin about it lately
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